Jadi, kenapa sih ?
Orang-orang ini selalu meributkan dan mengomentari semua tentangku tanpa ku minta.
Semuanya..Atas alasan " Kepedulian " kata mereka.
So what ?
Aku sudah terima semua kekurangan & kelemahanku, mengenal diriku sampai sedetail-detailnya.
Terus kenapa mereka yang berisik ?
Sesuatu seperti " Orang lain adalah cermin diri kita ".. I don't believe it.
Selama ini yang mereka lakukan hanya menggangguku.
Just it ! Hanya itu saja, mereka tak membantuku atau setidaknya, ada saat ku butuhkan.
Jadi, kenapa aku harus mendengarkan apa kata mereka ?
Mom, Dad, and my little sisters too..
I am sorry because i am not being your ideal daughter and big sister yet. A mature, cheerful, beautiful, smart, friendly, and other ideal charracters.
I am selfish, lonely, childish, ugly and fat, stupid, crazy, and..and...and...and..... being so many bad habit.
This is me...This is me...This is me... Only me, Always only me.
I don't understand, if you all is really really my family, please act like that.
I never demand u for being my side, or advice me, or laugh and cry with me..
Never,, Because it was too late.
Before this, there were times when i do hope that all of my fairy tale, especially a happy family existed for me.. The family that always be my home,,
I don't blame anyone of you for " The me " now. I just can't believe of this bull***t again.
Now, I am only hope that you can acceptance me as me.
That's it. And leave me alone in my world. Please don't do or say anything stupid in the name of " your own goodness " again. Because we'll just hurt each other.
It is not that difficult, isn't it ??????